Home Schooling Programs

Don't know what to do, feel like I've let a lot of people down?
Let me start of by saying that for the last 3 or 4 years I have been battling with a social anxiety disorder. Because of this I had left school because I got to caught up in what other people thought or said to me instead of what they actually meant or thought. When I left school I was put on a Home schooling program where a teacher would come twice week and help me with my work, give test, etc. and ever since then i haven't been back in a classroom regularly. My parents tried to get me back in school but at the time I kept on thinking about what other people thought. Last year I was on a similar home schooling program as the one the year before and the first semester I got decent grades (Mostly B's) but the second semester I failed all of my classes because my parents were trying extremely hard to get me back in a school and by the time I was put back in the program it as already more than half way through the semester. I'm on an online schooling program now and the first semester I failed or didn't complete all of my classes because I wasn't motivated to do my work. I would always procrastinate and say I'll start tomorrow. The second semester just started and I've gotten good grades so far and feel like I owe it to my parents to do good and for them to see me succeed. I still think about what could have been if I didn't leave school in the first place.I feel like I let so many people down by leaving, including my friends, family, and teachers. I don't have any friends aside from a couple I met on Xbox Live but I want to do more with my life than just sit around playing games all day. I miss all of my friends from my old school and feel like I owe them something and something to my family. I don't know what I should do because I feel like an apology isn't enough because there were plenty of times I would apologize to my mom and go and do the same thing I was apologizing for the next day. If you could help me out in any way I would really appreciate it. Thanks, it means a a lot!

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I have school anxiety and don't know whether to be home schooled?
I suffer from school anxiety which keeps me out of school a lot of the time so I'm forever catching up on my work...I'm going to give you a bit of information about my disorder to help you understand a bit better? Children with school anxiety may complain of physical symptoms shortly before it is time to leave for school or repeatedly ask to visit the school nurse. If the child is allowed to stay home, the symptoms quickly disappear, only to reappear the next morning. In some cases a child may refuse to leave the house. Children can develop serious educational and social problems if their anxiety is advanced. Common physical symptoms include headaches, stomachaches, nausea, or diarrhea. But tantrums, inflexibility, separation anxiety, avoidance, and defiance may show up, too. School anxiety cases a lot of emotional problems too. I've also got anger problems and depression. I don't know whether to be home schooled because school really gets on top of me sometimes. -how much would home schooling cost (uk) -where would I sort out to be home schooled -more information about home schooling programmes please answer; desperate...I can't carry on like this anymore! Cheers x x x

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What to say to my old friends I haven't talked to in 2 years?
I left school about 2 years ago because of anxiety and I haven't talked to my old friends since. I want to get back in touch with them but I don't know what to say. The only way I can really talk to them is Facebook because I don't have their phone numbers anymore. I haven't been back in a classroom since I left about 2 years ago I've either done a home school program or an online program like I'm doing now, so I don't have many friends and the only ones I have are ones I met on Xbox Live. I really want to talk to them and get in touch. What should I do Thanks for the help!

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